2009

diary of 2009??
can i blog it out??
maybe yes or maybe no..
so ...
sure the 1st thing in 2009 is i and my friends all got into PMR life..
and is was good....
for me..
no tuition ...
just do it by myself..
or sometimes i would asked my sis..
she my so call teacher..
haha
she will teach me patiently..
and slowly slowly..
all friends around me were getting busy and busier......
haha...
and i always alone to go back home by bus...
luckily there are friends in the bus to accompany me through the whole way home..
and we had a lot of fun...
especially i had a best friend in the bus...
thanks ... for company me..
^^
and so on...
in school we can just talk a little bit after school..
they have to take bus to go tuition..
and sometimes left me behind....
but sometimes...
during our class...
when there were no teacher...
they will walked over to my class and make a lot of fun and noise together...
especially those day before PMR...
because all teacher had finish their work...
and left us in the class to have revision ourselves.
but we just take those time to talked ..
to fooling around...
and sometimes...
we will hang out together at ts..
there's the only place near our school..
and so on and so on...
just a sudden all things change...
one of my friend change a lot
change to another personality
it is because of she has knew a person..
and both of them always hang out..
no matter in school...
go tuition....
or hang out to shop...
they always be together..
and me and my friends all had warn her not to be so close to her..
but i don't know what she was thinking..
and she just like be more close to her..
and ........
now she realize she had chosen wrong ways...
and so lucky that she will turn back to us..
^^
and this year ...
i had a quarrel with some of my friends too..
but we had settle down these case..
thanks God for guiding me through this whole year.....
although I'm sad ... I'm moody...
I'm happy...
I'm lonely...
I'm crazy
or whatever..
thanks that You are always be with me...
and help me and guild me ...
or even that something strange happen in my family..
You are only the one...
the only one who can help me to solve it...
and it will be a nice ending...
i will continue to see how great is You..
how great is our God..
i think i would stop this short diaries now...
don't know how to continue..

Untitled again

i really cant think the title for this..
hey..my lovely blogiieeee.......
how are u??
i'm bad
i the only 1 who always dump you here...
I'm bad..
haha
hehe......
so don't know what to blog now..
but the only feeling is
I'M FEEL DAMN COLD RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!
these few day
i been so happy
but i can't find out any reason...
i'm getting crazy..
anywhere have to thanks God for giving me this happiness...
another thing have to post here...
my friend just found out something ..
for her is really hurt..
she just been using by someone..
this just earth..
just humanity..
is like this...
when u are enjoying something
maybe there will be some people looking for food..
solving the problems they have..
or some rest in peace??
this life
no matter what..
life still goes on..
time still pass ...
by one second to one second...
we can't have all we think ..
we can't be too greedy..
greedy will make us lost all we have it right now...
life have all this only call life..
if there are a person who say his or her life goes so well..
there's just very smooth..
i won't believe in it...
and we have to enjoy ourselves in our life..
in our decision...
so just 知足常乐 。。。

speechless

what is happening around me??
does my go on like this on next year..
i dun wan
is really tough enough for me
i think why should i go through all of this
and maybe is God training me??challenging me??to become more strong in the future??
this is what i'm thinking..
okay..
well
i guess this really enough for me..
i'm too tired of this...
all things just appear in one moment
what can solve all these problem??
i couldn't afford it ........
but i know God will solve it for me....
so..
stop all of these thing...
today went to mid valley with my primary friends...
we had a lot of fun..
a lot of thing to talk...
to chat with each other..
making fool around...
and i miss this feeling too..
it been so long that we didn't sit down together and chat all of our stuff..
damn nice...
hope that next month we can meet with teacher..
we did miss her lotz...........
what i can say is.....
luckily we still like last time
what also can share out...
and i really hope that we can still in the same class same school..
although we all cry crazy while we were standard 6..
we think back also laughed..
and even i went out with my secondary friends on wednesday..
it was my friend's birthday..
so we had to celebrate with her...
and compare with it..
i prefer my primary's ..
sorry if u all saw this..
i not mean that..
so don't think negative..
k?
so ...
maybe is because of i with primary's friend had already 9 years ....
or some more than that ..
or some less than that..
but we really had a lot of fun together last time...
and now our crazy is still the same...
we can stand at there and laugh very loudly..
and talk very loudly..
paiseh of this..
ahah
people pass by also look at us...
stare at us..
but we don't mind..
we really don't mind ...
we just know that we must be HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired..o.O

today went to time square ...
and walked to pavilion and sg.wang..
oh man..
walked till leg very tired...
had my J.co today..
haha
with my friends...
next week will be more fun more nice...
tomorrow going to skate ..
~~
happy...
haha......
today my friends bought a lot of things....
and they happy of it..
aha..
christmas is coming..
and pav adi decorate for it ....
let's see..
here is it...

and today i saw my primary friend
she went out with her boyfriend...
so happy to see her...
and waiting for 26 coming..
haha..

BOrEd..

Bored...........
I'm rotted in house already...
help me...
gonna die .. if continue like this...
sleep eat...
fb...
watch movie...
sms...
read ...
but Wednesday going out..
and Thursday too..
these few day always rain...
and non-stop...
haha...
just kidding..
where got rain non-stop right now d....
just rain....
stop..
rain ..
and stop again...
today whole day was like this...
sien ==
i was wondering where is K.O 3an guo episode 38...
no 1 was uploading this..
wait till i become giraffe...

??untitled..

yo..everybody..
i'm back to here..
these few days i was not uploading my blog because of i'm busy of watching K.O.3an guo..
what a nice show..
and very funny ..
like this show..
hehhe...
i was wondering to watch long time ago..
but that time was busy with study stuff..
now finally can sit down and watch
but it haven't finished show yet...
have to wait ...
so exciting..
hehe..
today my bro went back to Kuching again...
he had to work here work there ..
so tired..
haha..
anyway he had arrived there too..
bye bro..
see u soon...
although this time he just came back 4 some weeks..
but i also feel like the time run fast and this morning while i saw that he driving away from house..
my feeling is like a little bit sad...
don't know why..

期待

我到底在期待着什么呢？？
我也拿自己没办法。。
该怎样呢？
期待。。。
期待。。。
期待。。。
可以见会旧同学和老师吗？？
这应该是我期待的一部分。。
那我还可以期待些什么呢?
没了吧？？
不知道。。。
我该出去吗？？
一个星期出两次。。
妈妈这关过到吗??
就算过到我也会内疚。。
哈哈哈。。。
无言了吧。。。。

过去 了就是过去了

过去的东西是那不会的。。。
或许当我们失去时我们才知道珍惜。。。
我也不例外。。
当我那时失去后我才察觉我并没有好好地去珍惜。。。
我有后悔。。为什么当初不好好地珍惜。。
为什么在失去后我才知道那重要性？。。
我是天生的白痴吗？
有将好的东西在我面前为什么都没好好地珍惜呢？？
算了。。
过去就让他走吧。。。
再也不会再回来我这里了。。。
所以我现在都会劝我身边的人好好地珍惜每样东西。。
不要到时才来后悔。。。
错了可以改。。。
失去了也许是永远都拿不回了。。。
除非这是命中注定的。。
要不然真得很难。。
珍惜其实一点都不难。。
只是不知道你所珍惜的东西是对的还是错的罢了。。。
我再也不会像以往一样的笨了。。
我再也不会不珍惜了。。。
到此为止吧。。
谢谢大家的支持。。。

An accident

today afternoon..
while i was taking the clothes for dry up..
i heard a sound....
a sound that is hard to use word to describe..
but u can imagine about it..
and it is like a car crushing a motor..
can u imagine it??
well... i just saw an accident...
the accident is just like this ......
after i heard that sound..
and my mind just tell me that there will be an accident..
and i looked to that way which i heard the sound..
and i saw the lorry crush on a motor...
OMG!!!!!!!...
i think it was the 1st time i saw such this accident..
the lorry crush it ..
and still like don't know just go on ...and after a few second..only that lorry stop slowly...
WTH ...
it was a person u crush it..
and u don't care??
or u don't know..
this was my 1st feeling..
and after that..
i was shocked of it also..
my mum just inside the house , that she also saw this and shout ..{aiyooo..}
then i just told her what i saw ..
and my bro woke up and stand in front of the gate with me..
he say that he don't feel like going over there....
because he scare
scare of nightmare again..
last time he get this nightmare before...
but at last he also went to there and see there are such thing for him to help on..
and after 15 or 20 minute..
there still don't have any police .. ambulance...
and only a traffic police ..
and so on..
i was thinking ..
the pantai hospital is very near of here..
why couldn't they came to here just for First Aid???
wait the far hospital came also too late...
*sigh..
and there are many many people who were surrounded there to 'ge bo"
make till the whole road jam and jam...
and what a sad news is..
that guy who crush by the lorry was the guy who sending newspaper for my houses area..
what a sad and bad news...
and my mom just said that today morning...
he was so good..
he throw the newspaper at my brother's car..
and my mom was almost going out to take it..
but this guy had been earlier than my mom to take this newspaper and gave it to my mom...
*sigh....
God had make this choice..
we got nothing to say with...
God think that he enough to live in this world ..
and taken him away from here..
there good side and bad side for this..
not to say much..
kay..
bye bye..

today = okay la

today went to school ...
i had skipped school about 3 to 4 days..
haha...
today quite okay la..
better than stay at home
stay at home too long already..
now doesn't feel like staying...
=.= zzz...
today we playing in music room...
and i had took many pictures..
just upload some la..
^^
really boring!!!!!!!!!....
suggest some idea for me..偷拍成功。。。
me and NAT... should be have co with us..but she say her look for today not nice..this was nice take.. for them..arh...
but jackson not looking this way.. he shy shy..